Fuck. I am binging, right now, on fucking pastry, i am a fucking failure. I hate myself so much, today was so good i had burnt alot of cals and only had 3 calories but then i just totaly ruined it by binging, right now im binging, on pastry, i cant even stop myself as im typing this, im so upset, i dont even want to know how many cals it is. I seriously want to die, i feel like i will never be thin, i always go great during the day, but usually during late night i just eat like the fat pig i am i hate myself so much please someone comfort me, anything, all i am doing is telling myself tomorow iapos;ll do better, and i know i will, but i cant even purge after this becuase my parents are in the living room and will hear and sense out toilet is seperate from the bathroom i cant use the old tricks... But like theres these public toilets like right near our house,,� i think i should sneak out and go and purge there... Its the only way to be ok.
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